I will do this........ we will do this!

We've had some ups and we've had some downs this weekend.

It's a bit of an emotional roller coaster for me... never quite sure which direction we are going

Tomorrow is causing me a bit of anxiety. I'm trying not to show it- but between trying to figure out how to get a child to school and my husband having an endoscopy in the morning which I cannot be there to support him- but Ty and I will have to venture in the car for about a 20 minute drive to pick daddy up (since he can't drive).

Well, the last several "good" weeks have been a good ride but a ride that did not include "leaving our house!!".

We haven't gone anywhere- Ty has been home 100% of the time.

Tomorrow, will be the first time he will be leaving our home environment, taking a short drive in a car.

For most people, what is the big deal - it's something they do without even thinking about it.

For me, I'm wondering how is he going to handle this?

How will he respond to this change?

Will he cooperate?

Will we have a major behavior as a resulting fall out?

What will the rest of the day bring?

Or will this all go smoothly and without incident because we've gotten him to this good place by doing what we need the last 3 to 4 weeks?

What will happen?

I pray that he handles this change, and even if he struggles, we are able to help him through the challenge, rather then him becoming aggressive and angry towards us.

These are the things that we cannot control, and he struggles to meet the challenge.

But we will continue everything we can in our God given powers and strength to get us all through this day and this challenge.

I will think positive.

I will seek positive energy.

I will do this!